i always try to stay one step ahead of myself and make plans so that i have a path to success. but maybe i’ve overplanned, cuz it feels like life is just floating by me. i’m too slow to catch up sometimes, but i’m still trying to make sure i don’t get caught up in my own shit and unprepared for life.
i’ve got too many plans, dreams, hopes, goals, and things i want to accomplish to stop now. i’ve got a whole life planned for after this phase in my life, i just need to stay on track… but i wish i could just take a break, without losing all the ground i’ve broken for myself…
i wish life could go faster and slower at the same time. FASTER- so i can already be at the time in my life where i’m successful, accomplished, and not needing to stress out because of work, school, and general panic. i wish i was already where i want to be and who i’ll become. SLOWER- so i can sit around and enjoy this time in my life where things are relatively carefree, selfish, inexplicably fun, and full of new and exciting things.
thankfully- sometimes, i can have the best of both worlds =)