Matt and I went to church together for the first time in a LONG time. I’ve personally been having an internal struggle with my own faith. It wants to come out, but I’m too lazy to do anything about it. But after HE blessed Matt with a job out of nowhere, we both knew it was time to spend some time thanking him.
Matt: I’m really glad we went to church today babe. I’m glad I finally got to tell the Lord thank you for helping us and making sure we’re always okay.
It freaking melted my heart. And helping him find his faith is only doing more for me to strengthen and maintain my faith that God is Good ALL THE TIME!
My heart is ready to renew my faith, but my mind and body aren’t. I don’t want to rush into it, lest it become meaningless and routine. And I know HE isn’t going to rush me because HE already knows that HE is the light at the end of the tunnel where I’m always running towards.
“For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.”
And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them.
=) my soul feels happy =)